There are times that I wonder if I’m going insane.
I’m constantly convinced that people don’t like me or that I’m annoying them, even as people tell me they’ve never met someone who doesn’t like me.
I’m constantly watching my body morph in the mirror even when people tell me that I don’t need to lose weight. All I see is people losing weight right now as well and I feel like it’s impossible for me to lose anything.
I’m constantly stressing about grades and getting everything done, even though my current GPA is a 3.6 and I have pretty decent grades right now.
I’m constantly afraid that I’m not doing enough work, that I’m not trying hard enough, that I’m not good enough at golf, or just that I’m lacking in everything — when in reality I tend to have no free time and am constantly doing things.
I’d just like to know why my mind can’t see reality because one of these days I’m afraid about going to crack from all the worrying and stressing over ABSOLUTELY NOTHING.